update

why...hello hello~ we should have a pool party! =D i went swimming for the first time in forever the other day...felt so good.. =) well..not so much swim..the pool was 3-5ft deep..but i love to play water! pool party!! 'cept i have no pool...andrew said maybe we could use his place after he gets back, but yeah..we'll see i guess.

i don't remember what else you guys do/don't know about my rather uneventful summer..just hanging about..playing, reading, chillaxin'..... =) got in another big fight with my mom..she wants me to move all my stuff out. she says it a lot, but this time i haven't seen her since earlier this week when we fought. i dunno. it's different...i'm not mad in a 'i-hate-my-mom' kind of way..was upset..now i'm just tired of it all and don't want to deal with it. i've just been in berkeley or my dad's...just avoiding her. not that she wants me around. but it's too easy being able to get away now that i'm in college. i said sorry. probably should've said more. but didn't know what else to say. whatever they say..one little 'sorry' just doesn't cut it after awhile. i haven't called her since then. and she's only called twice to tell me to get my stuff. i dunno. i know i should kiss and make up and all that..but i haven't. yeah..horrible of me. but it just doesn't seem that simple anymore. hmm. guess i'm not sure exactly where to go from here.

anyway, so what you guys been up to? it's been awhile. i miss you guys.