a moth flew in my window and i spent the last five minutes running around my room trying to get it out
i'm really sad there's no one to like here. hahah i know that was completely random, but it's true. maybe my standards are too high or maybe i'm too antisocial and i don't know anyone, but i don't see myself ever liking anyone here much less getting into a relationship with one of them. for an extremely short period of time i had a little crush on nathan, but that was over as soon as it started, and everyone else after that was like, oh he's cute and that's about it. lame. it's kind of frustrating. and this is not me complaining about not being in a relationship and how i want one, because honestly i know that i couldn't handle one right now. haha it's just too much work. but anyway, this is more or less just me worrying about my future :P and i realize that i still have three years left but i honestly don't see myself with anyone no matter how far in the future... which is pretty sad.
posted by jamie @ 10:29 PM
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who's nathan? did you NOT tell me something?!?!?!
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my internet is being iffy.. anyway..i was just going to say that three years is still a long time. you never know what will happen in even a year. plus..it's not like you only have 3 years either. no rush. lol but i guess finding someone to like isn't really an easy task either. i remember you..always trying to find someone to like =) guess it does take your mind off other things, but remember what always happened when things kinda did a crazy turn around. don't want to get stuck in any icky situations. but now worries...sweet, pretty girl like you..guys'll be coming to you, don't worry about finding em ;) love ya~
i agree with what tiff said. I mean, if I were a guy (and you know i'd be a HELLA hot guy at that) I'D come to you. so just wait.
uhhhh so no one else is reading this right?...
nathan chan... goes to hoc3, well when he's home. plays the drums, into surfing etc. likes jack johnson! <3. but i don't even know if i count that as a crush because it was so short and i didn't really like him thaaat much...
and yeah i know three years is a long time and a lot could happen in three years but i just feel like i don't see a future with anyone i know right now. and also it's not that i'm worried that guys won't like me (not trying to be cocky but telling the truth) it's more that i'm worried i won't like anyone. because i mean it's fine if i like someone and they don't like me back, but i hate it when someone likes me and i don't like them back. hahah yeah you guys should know that... and i guess i am rather strange now that i think about it. o well. that's me
i was wondering if it was that nathan...only nathan i know. 'cept i couldn't decide if he went to sd or davis. guess i know now
anyway, it's ok that you don't see a future w/ anyone you know right now. i mean, why's it hafta be someone you know? your guy is going to be so cool he'll blow your mind and won't even come close to anyone you know right now! ('cept us of course ;) ) and don't worry about not liking anyone, it's not really a thing you can make yourself do. who knows...maybe you'll meet someone totally new and exciting..or maybe you'll find that someone you know is growing on you? many, many possibilities...
I know what you mean about the whole you-like-me-but-i-don't-like-you situations though. =\ but i'm sure that they know finding someone is hard and it takes time. hehe anyhow, don't worry, you're not that strange =)
darn guys sometimes though..just don't know what to do with em...
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