...ugh...

ugh guys. i'm sick. i've been sick for two weeks. and this is not cool. i'm just gojnna vent right now cuz my ears are plugged and i'm not feeling good.


two days ago, my roommate was up at 1AM SPRAYPAINTING inside our room. teh fumes filled up the damn room. in fact, i could smell the fumes OUTSIDE the rooms too. she did this for one hour. and i was PISSED. i thought i was suffocating. and then the next morning when i woke up, i was sicker AND i had a bloody nose. i was sicker because we had to open the windows to try to get the fumes out. but that didn't work, all it did was blow the fumes to my side of the room. and i'm pissed. because she like dthe fumes. but it made my day so bad. and today, i'm sick. my nose is stuffed. and i've had....so far....three, or four, bloody noses today. and it's 3:05 pm. i woke up at 12. so in three hours, i've had three or four bloody noses. this is PISSING ME OFF.



AAARRRRGGGHHH

i don't think i want to go see john cho anymore...i'm just feeling so shitty these days, i don't feel like doing anything whatsoever. i don't want to move, i don't want to go on a 1 hour BART ride. i just want to sleep or rest or chill



i'm looking forward to friday...sort of. we're going ice skating and watchign harold and kumar for APSU. i just hope i'm feeling up to it.

man. i'm just so angry right now. everything's just pissing me off. i hate bloody noses. i hate having my ears plugged al lthe time. i hate having a runny/stuffy nose. i hate how i feel hot and then cold in a span of a few seconds.




GOD. I HATE HOW I'M FEELING.