PEEEEEEEEEEVED!
i am so peeved!!! ARGHLKsjfakldjsas.df......... i should never look up to people too much!!! ajlkfdjaksldjf ......... annoyances..
oh, and yaely is moving out next semester. she's going to live at her sorority since its cheaper.. SO! we will have a lot of space in our room. BUtttttttt..... while walking angrily back to my dorm, i was compiling a list of things i very much dislike. and please read because i'm venting and want my vent to be read by people!
***** I HATE spoiled people. like SERIOUSLY spoiled people. i can understand people having weaknesses and going on shopping binges. I can understand people wanting a lot and whatever. but i hate it when people are dependent on their parents to buy things they absolutely do not need or even want. like..................... someone i think i alreayd complained about. i mean, we're freaking 18 now. mollie was just like "oh, i'm going to buy webcams for all my friends!" if its her money, FINE! but she was like "yeah. i'm just gonna let my mom pay for it."UGGGGGGGH...
***** I HATE it when people SINGGG in large GROUPS RANDOMLY....... i hate it !!!!!! i'm one of those peoplep who would scream BUGGGGGGGGER OFFFFF CAROLERS!! Harsh, i know. but i never liked sinigng, partially because i can't carry a note and never had musical talent even when i devoted half my life to it. music has been one of the biggest disappointments in my life. i can't sing, i can't dance. i can't' play. i can't do anything except listen.
***** I HATE it when people think they're so much ABOVE YOU. and give so much unsolicited advice! truly, it pisses me off! i think i honestly appreciate advice from friends in the long run. but people who look down on you. MAN. justt.. shove it! there's this one girl who ALWAYS treats me like a pet or something.. but never hangs otu with me. NEVER.............. just always go.es..... "so. hwo do you like berkeley. are you okay? do you need anything.. oh you know. i can always give advice.. like... bleeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..."
***** I HAAAAAAAAAAAAATE it when people DITCH. when people are inconsiderate!
***** I HATE HATE HATE HAND ME DOWN GIFTS. i HATE THEM!!!!!!!!! WHY WOULD. YOU. GIVE. A. PRESENT. YOU. ONCE. RECIEVED. HUH?!
***** WHen PEOPLE DON"T RESPECT YOUR OPINIONS. it sounds menial but i WANT my meal points. someone told me only 50% of your meal points carry over to next semester, so i spent my points on CRAp to save money. paradox. but MAN. ALL of them carry over. so i was complaining and mollie said it was stupid to complain because i'm not going to be able to use all my points next semester. i said i wanted to eat breakfast everyday. she said EW why would you want to do that. just use up all yoru points. you're not goign to need them.
***** I HATE people who act like high schoolers, who think social hierarchy still exists.
HONESTLY, i am having a REALLY ROUGH TIME at stupid BERKELEY. I HATE IT HERE. truly, i wish i had a different FLOOR. different ROOMMaTES. DIFFERENT EVERYTHING. because GAAHHHHHH!!!! There's no one here i can be myself around and it makes me want to cry because all iw ant to do is feel like i can comfortably be myself and exhume my own tiffany-ness. and say the things i want to say, fart if i feel like it, and sit wherever i want to.
I HATE NOT WORKING OUT. I HATE FEELING LIKE CRAP. I HAATTTTTTTTE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.
i want to cry but mollie is going to come back soon. i can' teven have a good cry. i used to cry at least twice a week at home. akjfdaksldjf;ads

2 Comments:
tiffanyyy!!!! feel better!!! i thought you liked berekeley..... awww.... call me if you ever have a bad day. then you can...run to the bathroom...and cry it over......if that helps.....
Maybe it's just this year...maybe you got the wrong roommates.... i don't know what to say.... but i'll ask God to help you about this. He'll help you.
i agree with a lot of your points. thing is, hey, i'm SOME of those point....
But i hope that Berkeley life will start improving. if you're not having fun there, then somethin is SERIOUSLY wrong with that place. Remember, if you ever feel down, just gimme a call. i'm only a 7 digit number away....
(that was corny, yea. sorry)
<3 judy
hey baby :)
i'm really sorry that Berkeley isn't turning out to be what you thought it was originally and that some people just kinda suck, but don't worry, things will get better! i was having a really rough time here in the beginning too... being so far away from home and everyone that i love, but i guess you just kinda adjust. you hang out more with new friends you make and i guess they just grow on you. it takes time, but eventually you'll get to be your own lovable self around them :) i think molly's lucky she got you as a roomate... i don't know if anyone else would tolerate her :
hahah i really hope i'm not one of those oh so high and might people that give advice :
on another note, i'll be sure to take you caroling sometime and give you a hand-me-down gift ;)
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